{"id":803,"date":"2016-11-12T23:17:16","date_gmt":"2016-11-12T23:17:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/?p=803"},"modified":"2016-11-15T18:21:31","modified_gmt":"2016-11-15T18:21:31","slug":"saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2016\/11\/12\/saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care\/","title":{"rendered":"saturday night and too drunk to care"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more-->it\u2019s all spectacle<br \/>\nturning, turning<br \/>\nturning<br \/>\nsomehow<br \/>\nit all feels like<br \/>\nnonsense<br \/>\nwith nothing left to believe in<br \/>\nexcept youtube videos<br \/>\nconvenience store pizza<br \/>\nand several glasses of beer<br \/>\nsometimes<br \/>\ni remember those nights<br \/>\nand the promises that seemed<br \/>\neverlasting<br \/>\nwell<br \/>\nnot so much<br \/>\nit\u2019s hard to keep those eyes straight<br \/>\ni\u2019ve smoked far too many cigarettes<br \/>\nwandering hopelessly<br \/>\nand i haven\u2019t changed my clothes for two days<br \/>\nwith teeth sharp and eyes blurry<br \/>\ni shamble onto the next adventure<\/p>\n<p>it\u2019s almost funny how<br \/>\nmy coordination is too disrupted to type<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nat this moment<br \/>\ni don\u2019t really care<br \/>\nhopefully something good will come of all this<br \/>\nchaos<br \/>\ngathering the meaningless energy<br \/>\nand chasing<br \/>\npointless and unending pursuits<br \/>\nof \u201cthe normal life\u201d<br \/>\ni think it\u2019s fair to say that<br \/>\ndrunks don\u2019t write well<br \/>\nwhen we are cold<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nuncaring<br \/>\nand what is this \u201cwe\u201d<br \/>\ni keep speaking of<br \/>\ntheres always someone else<br \/>\nlurking behind the scenes<br \/>\nwith me<br \/>\nincomplete, and<br \/>\nI feel that sometimes<br \/>\ni am trapped in this collective<br \/>\nit\u2019s hard to explain after a six pack<br \/>\nplus one<\/p>\n<p>i know this is not much<br \/>\nbut it\u2019s the best i can do at this point<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-932 size-escutcheon-logo\" src=\"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care-200x138.jpg\" alt=\"155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care\" width=\"200\" height=\"138\" srcset=\"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care-200x138.jpg 200w, https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care-300x206.jpg 300w, https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care-768x528.jpg 768w, https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care-1024x704.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/155-saturday-night-and-too-drunk-to-care.jpg 1117w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-803","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/803","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=803"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/803\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":960,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/803\/revisions\/960"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=803"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=803"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=803"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}