{"id":419,"date":"2015-06-30T07:17:56","date_gmt":"2015-06-30T11:17:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.wordpress.com\/?p=419"},"modified":"2015-06-30T07:17:56","modified_gmt":"2015-06-30T11:17:56","slug":"in-that-instant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2015\/06\/30\/in-that-instant\/","title":{"rendered":"in that instant"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>it keeps coming<br \/>\nand i&#8217;ve got nothing<br \/>\nfor days now<br \/>\nexcept cats crawling<br \/>\nover my desk and<br \/>\nthe need to take a shit<br \/>\ni&#8217;ve got fifty cents worth of love(not quite enough)<br \/>\nand days of stuttered poetry<br \/>\nmixed with rain<br \/>\ntoo many questions<br \/>\nand not enough answers<br \/>\none cigarette left<br \/>\nand it\u2019s too late<br \/>\nto pull the trigger<br \/>\ni didn&#8217;t want to drink<br \/>\ni didn&#8217;t want to fuck<br \/>\nand i didn&#8217;t want to think<br \/>\nin that instant<br \/>\nwords hit and began to<br \/>\ntake the shape of wisdom<br \/>\nbegging for a keyboard<br \/>\nhonest and unafraid to show the world<br \/>\nwhat a monster i&#8217;ve become<br \/>\nso i ran inside but it left<br \/>\nas quickly as it struck me<br \/>\nas it so often does<br \/>\ndamn these little bursts<br \/>\ni&#8217;ve talked about them before<br \/>\na vision of something worthwhile<br \/>\ngone before it&#8217;s grown<br \/>\nwe all want to be held in high esteem<br \/>\na source of inspiration<br \/>\nimportant revered sought out<br \/>\nit&#8217;s the american dream<br \/>\ncurse of the attention whore<br \/>\nand it&#8217;s bullshit<br \/>\nwhen you&#8217;re lonely<br \/>\nall you can do is drive on<br \/>\ntrying avoid pointlessness and<br \/>\nhoping in time to find<br \/>\nthat one golden line<br \/>\nthat gives the illusion<br \/>\nof greatness<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-419","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/419","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=419"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/419\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}