{"id":321,"date":"2014-12-01T21:55:46","date_gmt":"2014-12-02T02:55:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.wordpress.com\/?p=321"},"modified":"2014-12-01T21:55:46","modified_gmt":"2014-12-02T02:55:46","slug":"its-hard-to-say","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2014\/12\/01\/its-hard-to-say\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s hard to say"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>what drives us?<br \/>\ni wonder if we&#8217;re ever truly ready<br \/>\nbecause change seems to come so suddenly<br \/>\non wings of uncertainty and fear<br \/>\nthough if we&#8217;re honest with ourselves<br \/>\nit&#8217;s been in the making quite awhile<\/p>\n<p>what&#8217;s lost usually isn&#8217;t forgotten<br \/>\nbut simply put in the back room of our minds<br \/>\nin the hope of finding something different, and<br \/>\nit&#8217;s in that place that memories can hide<br \/>\nwith a certain safety<br \/>\nusually however, the days just roll on<br \/>\nand not much changes<\/p>\n<p>would you learn something new my friend?<br \/>\nmaybe, but as they say, old habits die hard<br \/>\nand there&#8217;s security in<br \/>\nthat mild form of insanity<br \/>\nwatching the little people<br \/>\nas they act upon the stage<br \/>\nof everyday life<br \/>\nto be a casual observer<br \/>\nand nothing more<\/p>\n<p>i\u2019m not so sure i want to stand out anymore<br \/>\ni\u2019m not so sure i want something unfamiliar<br \/>\nanymore<br \/>\nsometimes i want to talk<br \/>\nin one direction, to the world<br \/>\nbut most times<br \/>\nsitting alone by the fire<br \/>\nwith a glass of rum<br \/>\na cigarette<br \/>\nand evoking melodies<br \/>\nwould almost be enough<\/p>\n<p>yet, the door to that back room<br \/>\nkeeps opening, refusing to be shut<br \/>\nwhat was it the poet said?<br \/>\n\u201ctime is memories, mixed with desire&#8221;<br \/>\nindeed it may be<br \/>\nperhaps now<br \/>\nchange as it is<br \/>\nwont seem so sudden<br \/>\nor scary<br \/>\nmaybe, just maybe<br \/>\nwe really can grow\u2026&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-321","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/321","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=321"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/321\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=321"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=321"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=321"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}