{"id":311,"date":"2014-11-07T19:44:21","date_gmt":"2014-11-08T00:44:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.wordpress.com\/?p=311"},"modified":"2014-11-07T19:44:21","modified_gmt":"2014-11-08T00:44:21","slug":"its-the-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2014\/11\/07\/its-the-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s the fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>i slammed that fucking door good didn&#8217;t i?<br \/>\nsometimes<br \/>\nwhen staring at a blinking cursor<br \/>\nhe&#8217;d wonder &#8220;what do you do?&#8221;<br \/>\nthere were nights he thought<br \/>\nhe\u2019d tire of it&#8230;eventually<br \/>\nbut somehow the feeling persisted<br \/>\ncreeping and receding<br \/>\nin monotonous and rhythmic circulation<br \/>\nwondering how, when, and ultimately&#8230;if<br \/>\nthe past collided with the future<br \/>\ncreating a wrenching collage of emotion<br \/>\nthat threatened to tear his mind inside out<br \/>\nand leave him hollow<br \/>\nin a limbo of terrifying comfort<br \/>\nin moments of clarity<br \/>\nto let go of this whirlwind<br \/>\nseemed<br \/>\nthe most frightening thing of all<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=311"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}