{"id":305,"date":"2014-10-26T20:57:38","date_gmt":"2014-10-27T00:57:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.wordpress.com\/?p=305"},"modified":"2014-10-26T20:57:38","modified_gmt":"2014-10-27T00:57:38","slug":"995-entries","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2014\/10\/26\/995-entries\/","title":{"rendered":"995 entries&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>it always hits in the morning<br \/>\nsuch a stark contrast to<br \/>\nthe radiance of the evening<br \/>\nsuddenly I saw, how courageous<br \/>\nand monstrous this life could be<br \/>\nwhen your a gambler, or<br \/>\na sensitive beast elevated by nature<br \/>\nthen struck down by clouded skies<br \/>\nthere is preservation and possession<br \/>\nstirring in this tarnished and addicted soul<br \/>\nat times, there&#8217;s a certain peace<br \/>\nthat can be found in solitude<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not dangerous, it&#8217;s rational<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t let them tell you any different<br \/>\ncelibacy in discovery<br \/>\nbut then, here i am again tainted,<br \/>\nby mid-season road maps scribbled<br \/>\nwith violent disillusionment<br \/>\nwhy do you do it she once asked me<br \/>\ni don&#8217;t know I replied<br \/>\ni\u2019m always led back to that place<br \/>\ndistant, but the path is circular\u2026familiar<br \/>\nsometimes there&#8217;s a mix of<br \/>\nbullshit bubblegum pop music<br \/>\nmetal salvation, and puritanical Blues<br \/>\nlingering in the air<br \/>\na quick glance, and maybe a laugh<br \/>\nthey all see something, someone different<br \/>\nand yet, here I am<br \/>\nwith a cadaver for a mind<br \/>\nfilled with secrets of sex, poetry, music,<br \/>\ndeath, and time that moves<br \/>\nslow like fire<br \/>\nit&#8217;s an art form really,<br \/>\nbut it&#8217;s misunderstood<br \/>\nyou only have one shot in life<br \/>\ntwo if you&#8217;re really lucky<br \/>\nso my friend, don&#8217;t fuck it up<br \/>\nit seems now, that the drink stole<br \/>\nmy hardened routine,<br \/>\nit dissolved my resolve<br \/>\nand made me think<br \/>\nnot twice but three times<br \/>\ni like to be separate<br \/>\nfrom the rest of them outside and safe<br \/>\nI&#8217;d like to say it&#8217;s madness<br \/>\nbut it&#8217;s not, in the end it&#8217;s just life<br \/>\nordinary and disobedient, so pass me<br \/>\nthe microphone and a beer, today i\u2019ve got<br \/>\na new kind of performance to give<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-305","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/305","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=305"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/305\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=305"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=305"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=305"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}