{"id":2775,"date":"2019-10-19T07:32:40","date_gmt":"2019-10-19T11:32:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/?p=2775"},"modified":"2019-10-20T16:52:42","modified_gmt":"2019-10-20T20:52:42","slug":"10-19-19-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2019\/10\/19\/10-19-19-morning\/","title":{"rendered":"10.19.19 morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>open light, sitting on top of another saturday morning, as anxious loathing builds.<br \/>\ntoday is no day for the escape of poetry, sipping deep breaths made shallow and waiting for the inevitable destruction.<br \/>\ni&#8217;m angry today, not at the world but at myself.<br \/>\nthe cold feels good though, still chill, soft wind blowing tales of the coming winter.<br \/>\nhow I can survive this one?<br \/>\nhigh one day and low the next.<br \/>\ni&#8217;m not bipolar, i just woke up in a bad mood.<br \/>\nlife can get messy, rusty.<br \/>\nit&#8217;s hard to hold the fire.. to focus on what you need.<br \/>\nso many distractions, giving in, i can&#8217;t seem to get what i want, probably because i don&#8217;t really know who i am.<br \/>\nyet after all this the word still has power.<br \/>\nsometimes it&#8217;s so simple, to cure this atrocity, just write.<br \/>\nwrite for yourself, wright for someone else<br \/>\nwrite to fight, write to escape<br \/>\nwrite to release, wright to hide<br \/>\nwrite to pass the time<br \/>\nwrite for the birds and for the dawn<br \/>\nwrite to spawn uncertain futures<br \/>\nwrite forget about your pain, write to remember the rain,<br \/>\nwrite to recall you&#8217;ve written this before.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,101],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2775","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","category-entries-written-in-the-wrong-book"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2775"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2828,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775\/revisions\/2828"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2775"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2775"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2775"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}