{"id":246,"date":"2014-08-13T01:21:13","date_gmt":"2014-08-13T05:21:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.wordpress.com\/?p=246"},"modified":"2014-08-13T01:21:13","modified_gmt":"2014-08-13T05:21:13","slug":"1230-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2014\/08\/13\/1230-am\/","title":{"rendered":"12:30 am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>i\u2019m up again waiting, ready<br \/>\nto show the world<br \/>\nhow crazy it takes to be real<br \/>\ni drifted out of sleep<br \/>\nto remember the day<br \/>\nand all the faces, places<br \/>\nthe questions of how we got here<br \/>\nand where to go now<br \/>\nsuddenly i remember the sidewalk<br \/>\nand how it was littered<br \/>\nwith cigarette butts<br \/>\nand indifference<br \/>\nand how<br \/>\nthe sky was painted with<br \/>\nthe energy of a thousand lost souls<br \/>\nand the random smiles<br \/>\nof those who&#8217;ve been found<br \/>\nall those messages<br \/>\nand her words were weapons<br \/>\neach line giving me hope<br \/>\nbut at the same time<br \/>\ntwisting like a butter knife in my gut<br \/>\nyou see again I drift<br \/>\nit&#8217;s harder than you know<br \/>\nto be sane, and creative<br \/>\nnow, the microphone is cocked<br \/>\nand ready to go<br \/>\ni\u2019m charged with slightly caffeinated tea<br \/>\nand nicotine<br \/>\nthe white screen stares at me<br \/>\nwhile my throat burns<br \/>\nand my mind turns<br \/>\nit&#8217;s almost time now<br \/>\ni think I&#8217;m ready&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}