{"id":1272,"date":"2017-11-10T09:16:24","date_gmt":"2017-11-10T14:16:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/?p=1272"},"modified":"2017-11-10T09:16:24","modified_gmt":"2017-11-10T14:16:24","slug":"caught-between-optimism-and-cynicism","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/index.php\/2017\/11\/10\/caught-between-optimism-and-cynicism\/","title":{"rendered":"caught between optimism and cynicism"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>burning yearning, churning and turning<br \/>\nall the world is just a beast<br \/>\ncaged in mild torment<\/p>\n<p>living in the basement<br \/>\nand watching heads nod<br \/>\nas reality becomes fiction<br \/>\nwe are all caught up in this<br \/>\nillusion of collusion<br \/>\nsuch an irritating addiction<\/p>\n<p>stuttered existence in circular motion<br \/>\nincomplete and weaving within<br \/>\ntransparent stream of consciousness<br \/>\nas we stand between beams of dulled light<br \/>\nspeaking softly to cats<br \/>\nunder the shadow of the night<\/p>\n<p>stop for a moment<br \/>\npause<br \/>\nand please tell me what is the<br \/>\ncause<br \/>\nof all this madness<\/p>\n<p>sudden exclamation and<br \/>\nunmet expectations<br \/>\nthere\u2019s denial on every street corner<br \/>\nit\u2019s a nihilistic nightmare<br \/>\nand when you\u2019re level<br \/>\nit\u2019s hard to put this existence to words<\/p>\n<p>a shot to the head<br \/>\nfiguratively<br \/>\nbut no less dangerous<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nthe cost is high<br \/>\nas we clumsily fortify<br \/>\nwith direct distribution<br \/>\nand diluted destitution<\/p>\n<p>how did we get here<br \/>\nworking just to live<br \/>\nfeeling, fleeting<br \/>\nas time slips through an eternal sieve<\/p>\n<p>we are<br \/>\nbeat up but still kicking<br \/>\ntoo stubborn to submit<br \/>\nfanning a fading spark of youth<br \/>\nas we search for<br \/>\nentertainment<br \/>\nfighting the constant threat of<br \/>\nmental slavery\u2019s containment<\/p>\n<p>not wrong but not altogether right<br \/>\nthe caption is backwards<br \/>\nin these hands of sleight<\/p>\n<p>with musical rides<br \/>\nstemming uncertain tides<br \/>\nwe are<br \/>\nquiet<br \/>\nand quick with eternity<br \/>\nrent,eat and sleep<br \/>\nas most follow like sheep<\/p>\n<p>hacked and habitually sundered<br \/>\nthey are, meddling with the melody<br \/>\nand, eventually plundered<\/p>\n<p>no heroes on this road<br \/>\nonly art<br \/>\ncycling in constant overload<\/p>\n<p>we are vast in scope but shallow in spirit<br \/>\nfleshy being with minute potential<br \/>\nanti-social and confidential<\/p>\n<p>one step leads to the next<br \/>\nas original sin<br \/>\nhaunts the waking day<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/poeticexorcisms.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/198-caught-between-optimism-and-cynicism.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-escutcheon-logo wp-image-1273\" 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